Tommorow  i am gowing to suriname.
I am gowing there because of work for 10 days.
the downside is that i have to work from 3 a clock in the moring until 11.
but its all good after that only relax enjoy the weather.
33C :)
I will ytry to post here everyday

It has been 1 year sins i left ProPlanet.
damm time go's fast.
I just wanted to mark this day i my history

Sunday, March 30, 2059 
Is the day that i die
The counter
www.deathclock.com/dw.cfm

And a fitting song
Time of dying

Metallica The Unforgiven I and II
These simply the best songs of all time
From both songs i picked the best parts from the lyrics

Part I


What I've felt
What I've known
Never shined through in what I've shown
Never be
Never see
Won't see what might have been
What I've felt
What I've known
Never shined through in what I've shown
Never free
Never me
So I dub thee UNFORGIVEN

They dedicate their lives
To RUNNING all of his
He tries to please THEM all
This bitter man he is
Throughout his life the same
He's battled constantly
This fight he cannot win
A tired man they see no longer cares
The old man then prepares
To die regretfully
That old man here is me

Part II


Lay beside me, under wicked sky
black of day, dark of night, we share this pair of lives
The door cracks open but there's no sun shining through
Black heart scarring darker still, but there's no sun shining through

No, there's no sun shining through
No, there's no sun shining

What I've felt, what I've known
Turn the pages, turn the stone
Behind the door, should I open it for you?

What I've felt, what I've known
Sick and tired, I stand alone
Could you be there, 'cause I'm the one who waits for you
Or are you unforgiven, too?

Just the way i feel

The lyrics of this song are very real to me.

NIN - Everyday Is Exactly The Same


There is no love here and there is no pain
Every day is exactly the same

So here it is the best of the best selection.

top 3 Games of 2008

1 GTA 4 Great gameplay and a story that keeps you going
2 Fallout 3 A RPG with a lot of action i just love it
3 Gears of war 2 A great singleplayer and a even better Multiplayer to top it off

Top 3 Movies
1 Batman the dark knight
2 The Forbidden Kingdom
3 Iron Man

These are all great Movies

Happy new year to all.
And best whises for 2009 and 2008 is finaly over
Fuck yeah

I am gonna make a top 3 of stuff like games film and music
1 one for the most disappointed and one for the best of 2008

This place is personal dumping space nothing more.
people shoud take this personnel.
On a side note:VAKANTIE finaly i can sleep

its all most over just a little longer.
i even volunteer to work next week.
i have to hold a little longer..
god i hate Christmas

song lyrics says enuf...

its coming close i can feel it.
All the signs are here, i cant sleep well last week i slept for 4 hours every day.
i space out a lot just staring in the distance slowly forgetting everything around me.
And then snap back to realty realizing that someone is talking to you and haven't heard a word they say.
Recently i can get along with my sister this is not normal for me we both are to different.
Normally we are opposites of each other
the last time stuff like that happened a family member died.
Another time i broke my arm at 2 places.
something is about to happened i can just feel it.
But i welcome it give me pain i want to feel alive again .
The pain the only thing that can make me feel alive again to me pain is proof that you are alive.
if you can feel anymore your as dead as can be.
i want to live again this comatose sucks

All in all things are going pretty well.
my work ain't all that but i will deal with i ain't a quiter.
Most of my coworkers are rly lazy asses...
And most of them are boring bah watt ever .
the past few days i am babysitting duty i have to help a new guy work here.
He is a SUSA which means i comes about 8 hours a week to (work).. i don't know why the hell they picked me.
I only work there for about 1.5 mont's the only he can talk about is his study........ he doesn't go out....
He says he don't have the for that FFS wat kind of Student are YOU! i am srry but why the hell do i get stuck with him.
and then there is winter season comming up.... i rly dont like that season most of all nothing good rly happens .
only wannabes who try to be your friend so don't feel guilty ignore you the rest of the year.
I just need to remember the good ones if there are any.trying but my head  is emty.
mmm if i just can remember something meaningful mm still trying to remember.
I am bored with life atm need to remember something good about it.

Disterbed- remember

Today we got a new dog!!.
this is the first time i have aever had a puppy.
he is so cute he just like a little kid he want to try everthing out .
he is abit shy and stubborn but that will soon change.
he is a half breed  50% bouvier and 50% german sheppard
after 1 day of alot of discusion about his name we setteld for (drums) :rieko
pictures to follow!!!.




the quality sucks because i  made them with a phone

this week i have the late shift
wich meens i have to work from 9:30 until 18:00
bah
i wont be home for atleast 18:40 bah..

update:
its 17:20 now i so for 1 call from :16;30
... boring!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

link just try it. :)
click

i have recent starten at Atos but i dont think ill stay here for long.
some thing is out of place.
it aint the work.
it aint the people.
i dont know wat it is.
i think il stay here for 6 months at tops .

finaly at last last.fm widget on livejournaal.
last.fm is a website that tracks the songs you listen to
if you love music this for you

If you ever feel down this song helps a bit.

Flipsyde-Someday


[Chorus]
Someday we gonna rise up on that wind you know
Someday we gonna dance with those lions
Someday we gonna break free from these chains and keep on flyin'

[Verse 1]
They tellin' me it's all good just wait
You know you're gonna be there someday
Sippin' on Jim Beam ok
Gotta get these things one day
Till then do another line you know
Searching for that other high
Stop or I gotta steal then steal
Kill or I'm gonna be killed
I got a sack in my pocket
Conscious yellin' drop it
You know we're gonna lose it someday
And we tryin' to hold it all together but the devil is too clever so
I'm gonna die you gonna die we gonna die Someday one day I said

[Chorus]
Someday we gonna rise up on the wind you know
Someday we gonna dance with those lions
Someday we gonna break free from these chains and keep on flyin'

[Verse 2]
Try to lie but it ain't me Ain't me
Try to look but I can't see
Can't stop right now cause I'm too far and I can't keep goin' cause it's too hard
In the day in the night it's the same thing
On the field on the block it's the same game
On the real if you stop then it's no pain but if you can't feel pain then it's no gain
Rearrange and you change and it's all bad and you try to maintain but you fall back
And you crawl and you slip and you slide down
Wanna make it to the top better start now
So I hold my soul and I die hard
All alone in the night in the graveyard
Someday one day I'm gonna be free and they won't try to kill me for being me
Hey someday

[Chorus]
Someday we gonna rise up on that wind you know
Someday we gonna dance with those lions
Someday we gonna break free from these chains and keep on flyin'

If you know how this is
Gonna see it's not that easy
Don't stop get it till it's done
From where you are or have begun
I said keep on try a little harder to see everything you need to be
Believe in your dreams
That you see when you're asleep

[Chorus]
Someday we gonna rise up on that wind you know
Someday we gonna dance with those lions
Someday we gonna break free from these chains and keep on flyin'

This really reminds of a person that i haven't seen for a long while.
This song alone, so many memories come flashing bye.
where has the time gone.



to bad the band don't exist anymore

Revis
"Caught In The Rain"

Is it real?
We're always the same
We're almost undone now
I was caught in the rain
Wasting my time on the ground
Waiting to call
Well, what would you say?
And, can you come over?
Well, I was caught in the rain
Wasting my time on the ground

[Chorus:]
It was you
who could get me high
With whatever you say
You're telling me something real
What we do
It doesn't matter now
Whatever it takes
For you to stay with me

Trading thoughts
Across from the room
I saw you surrounded
I was caught in the rain
Wasting my time on the ground
Feeling us fall
Without an escape
I almost let you down
Well, I was caught in the rain
Wasting my time on the ground

[Chorus]

It was you
who could get me high
With whatever you say
Telling me something real
What we do
It doesn't matter now
When I was caught in the rain
You made me feel

You made me feel
Made me feel!

I was caught in the rain
Wasting my time on the ground
I was caught in the rain
Wasting my time on the ground

I was caught in the rain
Caught in the rain